It's a very jumbled life! But it is ever so slowly coming together!
I'm moving out soon, finally found a house! I get the keys on Thursday so I'm going to go straight down to the house and start painting over the atrocious red walls! Hopefully it won't take too long, but I guess I need to be realistic, it's red! Bright red isn't going to be easy to cover!
Hopefully once the walls are sorted I'll arrange to get my furniture all moved in! Then onwards to maintaining my budget! Have to sort out my cheapest possible options for gas and electric etc!
As well as my house, I have planned various things for the next few months. Cardiff castle, going to see Wicked in London, doing the race for life down Cardiff this year to raise money for cancer research! And finally... going to Amsterdam in May with my lovely friend, Lauren! Really excited for Amsterdam! Will be Visiting various places there, red light district of course, the Van Gogh museum, the cat museum (yeah that's right! A museum devoted entirely to cats!) The Anne Frank house! And of course the erotica museum!
Lastly, I'm in the midst of actually trying to get my life together, this week has been the first week In ages where I've actually turned up for all my scheduled shifts! Next week I shall continue my life improvements by also attending uni everyday, as well as work! I am in desperate need of getting some sort of routine going! I will succeed this time!
Of course none of this stuff has had any noticeable positive effects on my mental health, actually I'd say I'm worse now than I have been in ages but I guess I'm reaching that point where I realise I can't go on living like this, letting my depression swallow me up constantly. It was taking over my life but I'm trying to gain control now! It would be easier if I could get through to one particular person mind but I guess you can't rely on anyone in life! So I should stop being so clingy and get on with things!
Anyway sorry for babbling!
Thanks for reading if anyone did!
And henceforth bye!
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