It's strange when you suddenly decide to reflect on life so far.
So much has changed, I've known and forgotten so many people! I've grown as a person; you don't realise how much you've grown until you think back, that's for sure! But yet in this period of many changes, life is just as boring. It's the same old shit. If I had the money I'd travel the world but this is poverty ridden South Wales lol nobody has the money!
I have a house to run, bills to pay, I have travel to pay for uni. Everything is expensive. My fault for deciding to move. I don't regret moving though. I feel like I've gained more clarity having moved. I also enjoy the fact that I have my own place and it's all mine! Plus I love my kittens!
Recently I've been in somewhat a complicated friendship with someone. It was fucking awesome but still a little strange. I feel as if I should regret it but I don't, I feel as if it has brought us so much closer. I don't see many people as actual friends, but I know I'll never purposely turn my back on this person.
That friendship has returned to normality now though haha but still we had fun while it lasted!
I also met someone who is completely unlike what I usually go for and I really like him. This is strange because I feel I haven't truly liked a new person in years! I kinda gain a fondness for people after a while of being around them.
I don't know, I'll just wait and see how things go!
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